Im like going Australia tomorrow. So fast~ I really just feel like staying in Singapore. 10 days, and I will miss out so many things. I feel that staying home shit thing is going to start all over again. I hate to feel this way. You got the thing that you want, next second you feel that its gone. I don't know if I destroyed it with my own hands or it is just how its supposed to be? God is like making me walk in circles, this repetition of pain either mentally or physically can't seem to stop. You really don't pity me, do you? Or are you just busy giving other people more attention than I deserve? God please, don't do this to me.